another version htae

i still can't understand why life can't give everything equally to everyone?
why can't everyone be happy?
if the reason is because they don't deserve it.
then tell me how to make you deserve to be happy?
tell me what makes you deserve to be wealthy and others not.
tell me why you can dominate the others.
tell me how special you are till you deserve it?
and if you really deserve it,
can u make do it secretly?
can u don't make me feel that oh, i don't deserve it.
because i don't have the reason why i don't deserve it
and you deserve it.

oh, the reason is because i am asking for the reason?