EURO 2008

It's tonight, thank you.

Oh, I hate myself when it comes to mood swings. First of all, don't bother the first post. :) I am not having my period. If you are wondering la.

Well, I hate myself because I am too scared to dream. Dreaming or also known as berangan is not a wrong thing. In fact, it can be your motivation to reach your dream. But, dreaming without effort is a nightmare. But, I am scared to dream at all. Not that I knew that I will not put any effort in it, but I am scared if I have a dream, I won't reach my dream. I am the person that, if I want something, I want it to be real. I will make sure I will get it one day. Yeah, that's me. If I failed I will frust giler. But then, I think maybe I don't give enough effort for it. Or maybe, it's not my luck. That's why I am scared of dreaming. And, I always angry because I start dreaming. I am scared that i will be frustrated.

Wonder why am I talking crap about dream? Because I get angry earlier because i started dreaming about something. No, about many things. I hate it because I am not sure if I will get it. Because some of my dream doesn't need much effort, it's like suratan takdir and luck. I think I don't have a good luck. And I hate it. Hey, I am a bad luck girl. :(

Okay, enough with dream.

Hurm.. What do I want to mumble about? Huhu.. I want to buy a new phone since my sony ericsson is can;t be repair, according to the stupid shop. Huh! I am so angry with a girl that work at that shop who talk to me on the phone. She said that my handphone can't be repaired after 3 months i sent it there! I am going to that shop this Monday. Huh.. I don't know what phone should I buy. Gimme ideas?

And oh, next Monday I am going to have a senamrobik session! Yay! :) Planned to jog tomorrow (due to the determination to lost weight) but xde kawan lah.. :( My mom don't wanna go. My sis also don't want. So, I bet tomorrow I'll end up jog in my dream! How can I lost weight of like thissssss? :( I planned to puasa somewhere next week. ^_____^ but, it's a plan. Huhu..

Hey, till then! I wanna watch Gossip Girl. Can't wait to finish it.

Bye!