I hate to feel that I am living under your shadow. I mean, I feel like I have to do what you ask me to do. I have to go where you ask me to go. I know, you are good to me. But I hate the idea of the feeling that you dominate me. I hate it when everything I do, I have to think about you. Huhu..
Enough with that! Whoaa.. It feels good to be free to say it! Maybe not saying it out loud but it's enough for me let go my anger. I just came back from the kenduri arwah at my late auntie house. When I am thinking about her child, I feel sorry for them. I can;t imagine how are they going to go trough their life without their mother. Especially the youngest son. He is only 8 years old if I am not mistaken. I hope they will be fine. Cousins, be strong.
Oh yeah. About my road trip. Well, it's kinda good for the first timer like me. Sikda mabok2 darat. Huhu.. It was the first time for me to Bintulu. Actually the main purpose was to go to the wedding. Nothing much. Since Bintulu is a small town. Nothing interesting. No shopping. Huhu.. Wen to Miri for a day too.
Well, it's a short vacation.
Okay. That all from me. :) weee..
TOMORROW SAYANG BALIT!! I MISS YOU SO SO SO MUCH LAH SAYANG! CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW!
Oh, Gossip Girl is waiting for me. Tata!
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