I used to be girl with mission in life. I mean, I used to be someone who dream to be the best among the best. Yes, I admit it, I
USED to be. Okay, I did the mistakes. Stupid me. I know. But, can't I have any chance to repair all the mistakes I've made? Is the mistake can't be repair?
I am tired of the frustrating life. I am frustrated in most of the things I do in my life. Everything is in a mess. I hate it. Seems like I have no chance to get what I want anymore. To be what I want to be. To accomplish my dream. To be happy with my life. To be satisfied with it. To be smiling whenever I think about my future. Why life haven't stop punishing me for those mistakes from my past? I mean, I saw others who made bigger mistakes, but then, they have chance to be happy with their life. At least, they are happy and satison'ed with their life.
I don't know what the
hell am I writing about this? I am tired with my life. I pray for my happiness. I fight for it. But, it doesn't seem right. All the things I've done is just wrong. There's seems like there's a curse given to me. Haha! Sounds stupid, I know. But I tired of thinking for the reason. Or maybe, it is because of my attitude? Oh, I don't know. Now, I am so tired of thinking. I just leave it to HIM.
Just wishin' and hopin'.
Your's truly,
mizaosan
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