the sun is not shining bright this morning

The weather outside there is so not good. It's raining, since last night..

It'd kinda not a good sign. Heh.. I made a decision that today, I'll tell my parents the final decision. I am so scared. Nervous.. It is just like when the results are out. I can feel butterfly in my tummy. Help me.. In my mind, everything is still blur. I still can't see what I should do.

I wanna have my future.. I wanna have plans..