there's no way out

I don't get any place in any public uni. Yeah, no kidding. It happens again. Again and again! I am so frustrated. Yes, to be honest, I had the dream to be at least accepted from any of the uni. I know that I am not from a rich family. I don't want to burden my parents with private uni punya fees. So, I am so upset. I have to go to private uni or don't bother to study anymore. Okay, there's no way out. I think. I am depress now. Seriously.