Friday, November 21, 2008

just the memories

I went to the airport to meet my friend, Ilra Melviana. She's going home. Kota Kinabalu. She's my tutorial mate back in KML. She reminds me how was our life back there. When I saw her, I just feel like all the memories is coming back. Plus, I read Mas's blog about her life in KML.

I hate the fact that I got the offer for matriculation. The worse thing in my life. Haha! Exaggerating! Yea.. I know. I imagine that place going to be a horrible place. And, they said that place was kinda 'keras'.. It iwas a nightmare for me to go there. Seriously, I cried when I received my offer letter. I hope that it was only a nightmare. I made the decision a week before registration. That's why our tickets was kinda expansive. Huhu..

I never imagine myself living at the hostel. Doing my own laundry ans stuff. The food as way out of my taste. No cinema. No other shopping complex other than Financial Park. I just missing home so much.

First semester was kind of sucks. Food was sucks. Friends was not so close. I was kinda not enjoying my life. Second semester is better. Getting along with my tutorial mates. Life is better. But then, without I realize, the program has come to the end. I got to admit that I fell sad. I was shock at first how I am sad to leave the life that I hate.

I went back home. Happy when I don't have to go back to that hell. But, when I treasure my memories, I missed all those time. It was fun. When I start my life in university, I miss matriculation year so much. Friends are way more... Hurm... Friendly maybe. Sorry friends in UTM, maybe we're still new. But I do miss my tutorial mates.. So much.

So, I realize that matriculation year is not that bad. Huhu.. I miss those time actually. Surprisingly.. Huhu.. even that year was way tougher than the uni life but still it gives so much memories. :) Sweet memories of course. Teaching me about life.

:)

me & Ilra at Kuching airport *I AM FAT!*

my roomates back in KML

my tutorialmate

I just missing them so much. I think there's nothing to regret for going there. =)

I just should love my life.

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