i hope that you are here with me

Last night I had difficulties to sleep. It seems like my brain does not allow me to do so. Maybe I am worried about the dinner. I chaired the meeting for the dinner earlier. As usual, I as a hot tempered person (ngakuk dah tok!),lose my temper here and there during the meeting. There's thing that I personally don't agree. For me, that stupid little thing will ruin the event. I hate that fact actually. Lets pray that the dinner will not be a great failure. I am nervous OK? :(

While I am trying to sleep last night, suddenly I miss my friends, my dearest OKNians. I think it's kind of difficult to work with the committee for the dinner (that's my personal view ok?). I wish that the committee is my dearest BFF! I think it will be better. At least, we share the same opinion, most of the time.

Or is it that the committee for the dinner didn't consider my opinion and that is why I hate it. Usually I want people to follow what I want. If my opinion is wrong, at least I can accept that I AM WRONG. I am sure that my opinion is exactly right and those people just don't care. It looks like it is just a little issue but hey, big problem comes from that little issue ok? Maybe I sound selfish, but what's wrong of being selfish if that selfishness will make the event better. Am I right?

I JUST HATE THE WAY THEY THINK!!!

I am sorry if there's any of you read this. But, this is my blog, I repeat MY BLOG, and I can write anything that I want. I just want to let go every single thing that I have in my mind.

Enough with that...

Final exam is coming very soon, And I hate the timetable for this semester...

24 April - Building Services
27 April - Measurement
28 April - Management
29 April - Construction Technology
30 April - Structural Design

4 papers in 4 days in a row! I think that i might become a panda on my birthday. :(

I want to celebrate my 20th birthday with my dearest but it seems impossible. :(

Baiklah, dengan ini tamatlah sesi meluahkan perasaan. saya mahu lunch. saya lapar.

till then,
x.o.x.o.