you know that I had a bad day

if I'm eating chocolates!

I hate this kind of feeling. I think it's almost the 'time' of the month. As if I can't breath. Can't think properly. Can't focus. I just feel like everything is so wrong. :(

there are things that I want to share here but I think bloggie is too public. If I have it written here, it will make things getting worse. And I don't want to hurt anyone.

it just...

I just want to lead my life the way that I WANT. And I WANT TO GET WHAT I WANT. Selfish much? What's wrong of being selfish. But yea.. NOT TO SELFISH.

and I HATE HYPOCRITES!!! Please la. Makes me sick!! Saying that you don't like something but still can accept it.

Enough!

I miss mom.

I miss home.

:(

I need someone to talk to.

I feel like crying.

no.

BE STRONG.

oh, in denial.