mizaosan

"She's a perfectionist. She would not take on anything that she doesn't feel that she will be good at" Life Unexpected S01E02

Somehow, I think that line describes me well. Except for the perfectionist part. I am so not a perfectionist.

But yes, I don't like to do things that I think I won't be good at. I guess I just doesn't want the bad outcome. I want to do well in everything, so when I think I can't, that makes me don't wanna do it.

That's why I have no interest to do anything about my PSM because I know whatever I do, it won't make it good because it's bad, very bad.

You can say that, just don't give up yet. But hell yeah, I can't help myself but giving up. I just don't want to have a high expectation.

Don't tell me to work harder because I just don't have the heart to do it.

*SIGH

It's just me being me!