we probably have a lots of friends but at some point we need that one person to lend their ears to hear all your problems, your dreams, your worries and whatever you want to tell them lahh. not that you can't tell you other friends but then I think everyone will, somehow, have at least one person that they would never think twice when it comes to spill everything.
as for me, I think I don't have that person. pathetic much? as I look back, I don't usually know who I could turn to whenever I have a problem or a conflict in life. and I don't know since when I become that lonely. damnit!
I tried to search for one person and I failed. well, maybe I have one, few years back. but I don't really know what happens and all I know that I've lost that person. maybe it's me :(
anti-social? loner? haihh.. possible kot?
maybe the 'person' who won't judge like Blair is just a character in a TV shows and as a huge fan, it influences me. muahahaha! if it is so, blame those TV shows that makes me want someone like her. but I bet everyone would like to have a person like Blair as their friend. who doesn't kan?
whatever it is, it's just an opinion of mine. huhu.. I am thankful for my awesome friends I have in my life :)
but then, I think you should find your person because we do need someone to turn to. not only during the bad days but also to share the happiness :)
till then,
xoxo
p.s holiday is coming to an end :( and the fact that this is my last holiday before graduating (insyaAllah) makes me sad. next time I'm home, it's gonna be different!
i had the same 'epiphany' sometime ago. i have someone i call my best friend since 13 years ago. but to tell you the truth, i even hide things from her. there was one person i would tell the most things to; my own cousin Izra. The downside is that she lives at the other side of the globe and comes back to Malaysia only once a year, but she's the person i can count on, definitely.
ReplyDeleteyou should be thankful that you have her. being apart is not a biggie right? I envy you! I need my person, pronto. but then I realize that I can't make a person 'my person' in just a day. it's something that can't be built in a short period of time right?
ReplyDeleteanyway,
merry christmas steff! enjoy the holidays!!
i really do. and it took me years to realize that. i hope you do find your person to and yes maybe takes years or maybe she/he's there without you knowing it (:
ReplyDeletethankyou (: enjoy yours too before UTM bukak again. :p
well maybe it's just me who didn't realize that I already have that person. huhu.. :)
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