talent

I know that I have no talent at all. I envy those people who are talented. I don't care what are the talent you have. may it be to play music instrument (goshhh! I've always want to learn how to play a piano), draw, write, or just simply being creative (I do think it's a talent. hehe..)

I think talent is not just something that you can learn how to. it comes naturally. well, they still have to learn but still, they need that some kind 'natural talent'. know 'how-to' doesn't make you good at it!

I am not even close to creative. I can't play any music instrument. I don't know to play any sport. I can't even draw a proper house. I can't write a good article. oh, this one just remind me about my TECS. well, TECS is just like the MUET for UTM students. I don't even understand why do they want us to take this exams. It's just a waste of time and money. pfft! ruining my weekend je! oh, back to the topic. I can't even be creative. well, you know, some people don't really have to put so much effort on decorating something to make it look nice but at the end, they will make it look beautiful. I envy those people, seriously!

I also envy people who could write a very nice article or maybe just a very nice essay would impress me. I on the other hand could never write a flawless essay. my vocabulary is limited, my grammar sucks and at this point, I really don't understand why on earth I own a blog? HAHA! may it be an essay in English or even in Malay, I can't write a proper one. I feel so useless right now. I am so frustrated. Sigh..

I am feeling so down right now. I can't even colour a drawing.. well, I can but it won't turn out to be nice. You probably think that a 5 years old was the one who coloured it. Damn, why am I feeling like this??

oh, maybe I do have a talent, or two. I am good at spending my money and the second one, I am a food lover. that's good enough right? *ooh, in YOUR dream!*

uh, I should go to bed now.

good night people.

xoxo