expectations

no expectations, no disappointments. true right?

whenever we start to expect something, and it doesn't turn out to be like what we expected, we will be disappointed. it's like the higher your expectation is, the bigger chance of you to be disappointed or the higher your hopes are, it's gonna be more painful if you fall.

I tend to have a very high expectations, in almost everything in my life. that's why when it doesn't turns out like what I've expected, it hurts, so much till I sometimes couldn't stand it. There might be a phase where I'll be hating myself for what I've done. For what I could not achieve.

and this is a problem for me. but on the other hand, it's good to put a high expectation. it could be an inspiration for us to be better, to do better in everything we do.

now it turns out that expectation could be a good and also a bad thing. and I am so screwed. There's no point of writing this post actually.

Since I have done with the re-run of Grey's Anatomy from season 1 till season 7, now it's time for Gossip Girls' re-run! Haha! I know, my life is boring and it's pathetic! I totally have nothing to do at home and I am now done with season 2. And while watching the 2nd season, episode 19, I came across with this;

Nate: Do you remember when you used to make us watch your favorite movies over and over again? Like Tiffany's, Holiday. You used to drive me nuts. I finaly asked you why you like watch movies you've already seen? Remember what you said?
Blair: I like knowing how things are gonna turn out.
Nate: Exactly.

I totally can relate with the situation! I mean, why do I love to watch the series or movies I've watch over and over again? I got the same reason and also because it feels so good to watch it all over again as it could reminds me of my good old days. Don't ask me how could watching a tv series or movies over and over again could bring me back such memories because I seriously don't know. HAHA!

as usual, my post will become a rojak! I'm writing about so many things in one post and if I do that for my english/bahasa melayu exam I could fail those exams! shoooooooooot! Iamsucksinwriting! *sigh, I have no talent in anything -_-"

till then,

you know you love me

XOXO